Now i know why.

No confrontation no nothing?
so shallow aye?
without knowing the truth?
ohh maybe im no longer important after everything that ive done?
can someone give me strenght?

• P/S: just so YOU know, i know whats forbid and whats not.
• i know who to pray for.
• and, most importantly, i know my Qiblat right.

SO, think about it, i cant afford to beg for things that im not really sure that i'll get it back. yeah, human can be so shallow and shallowww! ya allah, give me strength.

only god knows how i feel right now.

kawan.

Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

they are awesome, adorable, funny and they are like family to me.---- friends. in fact, and strangely enough, they are lovable and they help me to get through the day too. some call it infatuation, some may even call it crazy. But i simply call it love. don't get me wrong. it is a love that friends deserve to feel and to have them too! yeah, it sounds crazy, but that's how i feel. some may think that friends are like ' puzzles.' it fills in the empty spaces on the board to make it beautiful, deteriorate pieces will only make the picture looks ugly.

that's not TRUE. in fact, they will always be with us, in us. Sometimes i just feel like im losing them and i don't want that to happen. i miss them. i miss us, the old us. I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better. Kawan, you guys are different and full of wonders!

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.

MUST READ!

salam everyone! i've been busy all this while. ive got some errands to run lately. just so you know that i've come up with my new single called 'CERIA', composed by our very own local artist, Hans Anwar and lyrics by Hans & Shahbana. if you wanna listen to it, do as follows:-

Simply type, 914-space- your name-space-dedication-space-song request- new track from ziez- Ceria to 8885555 ( dst users)

Type,914-space- your name-space-dedication-space-song request- new track from ziez- Ceria to 99914 ( Bmobile users)

i hope you like it!thanks for your support!

love, Ziez.

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hey peeps. Its been awhile since the last time i blog. I've been busy with assignments and the AS exam. A handful and a mouthful aye? aha'. hows your holiday so far? i hate to say that mine is not that great and yet awesome. Being surrounded with an awesome peers, help me to get through the day. who? lovey dovey, Ifah, Naaj, Waie, Duan, Zaid and some others. you guys are awesome!! just so you know, i have life and good people around me. wink .

* I'm blessed to have them.

hey everyone.

its been a while since the last time i blog. im like dead! i've uploaded few pictures for a fresher look for my blog. i hope so. hehe

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in the conquest of finding true love...

im not being emo. love? what do u know about love? what do you think of love? why should you love them? do you believe in love at first sight? its rather confusing sometimes,especially when you never experience things like love? hmmm..I've met few couples and what i noticed is that love will fade after a year of relationship? well, i doubt it. "give and take" that is. trustworthy is count in a relationship. its like a butter and bread, so do love.

"love ends with hatred, joy ends with fiasco". the hell? it just pops out of my mind. correct me if im wrong. love should'nt be terrifying. love should be perfect but it seems impossible to happen in real life. i dont have the right to judge people's love. it makes me dubious. questionable indeed.what do you think of this statement " i can live without you but i cant live without love". i agree. love is not a gamble of life. true love may only come once. im not sure about that though.

*what do you think of this statement:- "love, love,love then lust??

*till then. love ziez.*

i will own you.

eeeerrrrr....porshe..i will own you someday..not today, not tomorrow but maybe next year..haha..i wish i could have em now! i was flipping through the porshe catalog this morning and i was ridiculously amazed! i can easily be amazed over a small thing. nyehh. I WILL OWN YOU BABY!!!my heart-throb.

*sigh*

everyone, am back...thanks to Abaii..he has been updating my blog lately and i really like my layout! am not being vain here alright.. its been a while since i blogggg...guess what? i was late late for school.. there's ain't third person in my bloggg, its only me and you? "apakan"? lame...ooohh yeah i came across with this word while i was flipping through my book, "PSEUDOPATIENTS" eerr.. yeahh.. alright till then.. i'll post more if i have time.. bye have a nice day

Paspot to Fame

Hello all, probably most of you must have already know or heard that our friend, Aziez, or his P2F name, ZIEZ, is one of the Paspot to Fame (P2F) 2008 contestant. Tonight he will be performing the 2nd finalist concert and will be singing "Against the Odd". So, friends and family, come and watch him performing at the concert at the Dewan Raya RTB, BSB tonight at 8pm. Entrance fee is FREE. He needs your support, so VOTE HIM so that he wont be eliminated tonight. He is currently on the 11th place which is not good. If you love him and want him to stay, VOTE him berabis-berabis.

HERE IS HOW TO VOTE AZIEZ
TYPE: P2F (space) ziez (space) 1/5/10 or P2F ZIEZ 10 and send it to 8885555

So what are you waiting for, VOTE HIM RIGHT NOW..!!!!!

Another picture of ZieZ during the penultimate concert and rehearsal


Guys, He is talented, he can sing and dance. he has a nice voice and you are only his hope.
VOTE him now before its too late. I mean NOW..!!!

Btw this is not aziz, i'm just one of his friend yang mengupdatekan his blog upon his request.. laterzzz..

Hari Raya

Hello guys, on behalf of Aziz, he asked me to update his blog for him since his espeed is currently not working due to his cable is 'putus' and he is so damn busy with stuffs, antah apa stuffsnya atu.. so he would like to wish

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin

to all his friends especially friends in PTE BErakas, which I don't even know nama-nama kawannya ani, all I know peminat si Aziz ani is Waie, Duan, Ajmal, aimi and siapa-siapa saja lah yang ada di tagboard atu. He said see you all di sekolah esuk. Dengan itu, enjoy the movie clip di bawah ani, katanya tujukan arah si Waie hehe..

everyone...a friend of mine needs help!

he just lost his beloved cat..no wonder he's in a cranky mood yesterday..tried to chat with him in msn but he was not in the mood..this is the picture of his cat, zoom in for a clearer image..i guess her name is Amy..so to you people out there, if you see this cat wondering around the road, do tell me aye? please...

The introduction of "The Me Me"

The clock was striking at six o'clock in the morning and the alarm rang!!!

"tutututtatatahahamumumu"(crazy frog Axel tech)

The sound motion was moving slowly into my ears and my dreams was vanished at once..(shit!)

"ziez,wake up!you'll be late for school"(whatever!)

I scrambled out of the bed while thinking the thought of the day ahead. I pulled my towel and walked slowly heading towards the bathroom. The chipping noise from the birds outside woke me up,its annoying!

my class usually starts at 7.50. Before that, I usually spend my time saying or greeting a "HYE" and a "BYE" to everyone that I know who passes by me.

"Teachers and student please get ready to sing the national anthem"

well,that happens all the time,everyday! getting sick of it..It reminds me of my old good days. It reminds me when the first time i entered the school which in my mind was that "I AM ALL THAT!". Vain and Ziez has naturally build in my body and soul. I cant really do anything much ti change it. YEAH...

There was this one guy, he's pretty annoying and he's getting on my nerve for some reasons. I hate the fact that he hated my guts randomly. "okay!carry one!you bitch me, I'll bitch back fat arsee!!" (hahahaha)

just in case you're wondering who's that guy is, check out the new DST calender. I'm in there too! I should have killed him before the photo session wwwaaaa!!! SHISSST!

alright,till then..to be continued....(perasan)haha

Sigh........

its Saturday!!! DUH! i got back home early from school because i was really tired..i miss my bed so badly..i got back home at around 11. 02? yeah...oohs ooh,I've watched The Mummy..the movie was alright, i don't really like the actress, i preferred the former one from the mummy 1..By the way i gonna have sushi for Dinnneeehhh to night.. (top That)..sorry you guys, been busy lately...

SHHIITTT... i just realize that its 2 more weeks to go before the competition... I'm nervous..I haven't prepare anything much, wish me luck. and and to the PEOPLE in my tag board, I know Who you are..(specifically to those people) thank you for being my number one fan..ha ha..whatever! alright, till then..

.....S.I.G.H.....

hey hey people,been busy lately and i don't have time to update my blog..handful..oohhh by the way,i have some good news..hehe.may be some of you has already know..chioooo..till then..told yah i don't have time to update my blog,well someone actually complaint regardless to my MIA..HAHA

im back...still in a holiday mood~

yep!school has started...i hated my gut because i couldn't catch any of the good things this morning..good things as in the new topics that we've learned just now..fooh, still in a holiday mood..i scrambled out of the bed with my lazy eyes and guess what??i was late!fuck!by the way, my time was fully occupied with a relaxing and DEPRESSING activities...!but most of the time was a relaxing one..school has started and yeah,back to square one...i wish i could have 1 more week of holiday..that should be enough i think.

and i was so happy yesterday because.....do i have to tell you??maybe some of you had already know..hahaha..ssssuusshhh...keep it secret..i miss typing all this crap actually...i got back from bangkok i week ago and i was having a lot of fun fun fun..hahaha...oryt till then..love you guys..do you need the kiss??haha

...im back!!!

hey people,am back..been so busy lately..am busy with school work,voluntary work and and sleeping. oh oh oh yeah,i was at empire theater last Thursday. am sure some of you might know why am there. its the event of creating public awareness towards the "autism". you know what??when the first time i heard autism, was like "what is that??izzit a religion??"..BBRRR! that explains much right..

anyway,am one of the ushers on that day..hey,come on its a voluntary work. but but,not just an usher, am the VIP'S usher..hahah..

today,i got biology test and i think the paper was alright.i got back home at around 12 plus because i didn't have any class after lunch.. I spent whole afternoon sleeping..hehe..such a waste right??(i know!). alright, till then.

more news coming up!!